Packing Up

Thank you for your advise my friend.

Your word has reflected all about my current problem at the moment.
Yes, everything must have a balance life and things can be better if we take a look in a different angle.
You take up something, you are giving up something else.
There is always an opportunity cost in life.

For me, the one that I took up is actually consuming me.
Eventually taking up more and more of what I had given up on.
It seems like there is no turning back and it would lead to forever throughout my university experience.

I would say NO to this.
Yet responsibility holds such a big load on my back.
So tiring, extreme and looked crazy, not like me of what I am suppose to be.

A balance is strongly needed.
Hope that what I am doing now, past and future are on the right track.
This coming semester will be a challenging one for me.
Whatever that I am doing now, I need to wrap it up first before I move to another stage.

I need to search for something that is missing in my life.

Loss and Gainned

First post of the year..

Loss n Gain, big time... It's just complicated.

It has been awhile. Wonder how is everyone doing?

Just thought of checking my Blog, my hand feel itchy and ended up posting something now. 

Read through my pass, gone through some pics via FB.

Really really miss my past a lot...

I know, life move on, just bare with it. I am happy with my life now, especially with you, my friends (buddy), colleague and my family.

My uni life is tough. Getting harder. I believe hard work will pay off. Let's work hard together  

Peace and cheers...

Same goes to my peers especially the one that I love.

Time to sleep and good night!

No Time

The power of smart phone devices.
Blogging while jaming on the road.

Feel so stressful recently,
I feel like I'm having out of time to do my stuff.
No longer have time to take a long deep sleep.

I hope I can be just like other students,
no other responsible to carry, only study.
Working and studying almost everyday without rest.
Or I shouldn't be working too much?

Tell me, how can I enjoy my life like this? So restless now...

A Greeting To My Buddy

Life is hard,

so many things to handle now.

I'm taking it as a challenge in my life.

I need to become a better person, 

bare in mind, no pain no gain!

I'm lucky to have you, 

you really makes me feel calm n peace,

although I look otherwise.

Sorry for my anger n emotional towards you,I don't meant it.

It seems that we both are busy with our works now.

I know you do feel stress recently, don't worry, look forward to our holiday, 

then we enjoy to the max kay? Just hang on there...

It's been 2 months with you, 

We are much more attached into our life compared with last time.

Everything goes in sequence and getting better.

I'm happy to be with you. <3 div="">

  

Dear friend, you don't have to hide anything from me, 

just tell me straight and I am perfectly fine.

This is the way that I always prefer, I know you know me well. 

As long as you are firm with your decision and happy with it.

Other than that, I have nothing to say. 

I hope that you are still treating me as your buddy although we are far apart.

Miss those days with you, take care.

Besties

After so long, I finally know what a friendship was about.

I understand now...

Forget about it, just be who I am..

Im Rich!!

Last night before I burn my midnight oil with my beloved and one of my besties.
I received a call from my other friend,
Bringing me good news about my education loan.

Went to the bank at late night to check my account,
I felt shock that my account balance become thousands instead of nil.
At last, after all my tolerant I finally get the loan!!

Burned the midnight oil last night.
It ended up at 4am and I have class at 9.30am straight.
The feeling is killing but at least I am helping people.

Satisfied!

One Work, One Study

Just finish one of my mid term today...
Wake up early in the morning unwillingly.
So sleepy!!!

See my lovely one, acting like a Starbucks boss.
Babe you are so cute!!! ♥

5 Assignments

It is the beginning of March...
Heading in 10th week for my current semester in my university.

Finals are coming close already,
this few weeks onward will be my assignment week.
Argh, I can't believe that I have 5 assignment coming at the same time.
2 weeks to finish 5 of them.
What to do, just take them as a challenge!

Study study study...
Work work work...
My time for this semester very packed.

I am not the one who suffer only,
all my friends including my beloved are also suffering,
I can see all their sour face, being stressful in study.

I really can't wait to go hang out with you.
I miss the leisure time that we used to spend together.
Apparently, we both are sick and getting better.
Hope everything will be good to all of us.

Just A Kiss

Just discovered this song today,
it was released since 2011,
im so outdated!!
Find it very nice to listen...




It was a day off for me today but still I have to catch up with my study.
Many assignments and mid term chasing up on me.
Had my whole day time studying with my love.
She has been with me for the whole day today,
nothing special, just study like robots.
Found her very cute and humor, she just makes me laugh.
Until we couldn't study anymore we both go online,
we talk about both our interests on fashion.

Looking at the MV,
I wish I could go travel with you in one day,
both back-pack travel, I wonder how sweet would that be.

I enjoyed the moment with you <3 ..="" p="">

Getting Ready to Busy

Happy CNY...
Happy One Month Anniversary...
Happy Valentines Day...
Especially to my ♥

Had a ex-school mates reunion today.
Seeing 19 out of 25 of them,
I can feel that we are getting matured,
everyone entered university to further their degree.
Im so happy to know from them...

It has been almost a week,
I feel lonely without your presence...
Missing all the good time together,
really miss and worry about u...
I wonder how are u doing there?
Can't wait have u beside me n listen to your story.

This coming week will starting to be busy,
Mid terms and assignments, gosh!!!
Worst thing is I haven't start study yet...
So stress with these stuff.

Im shocked to found out something from my friend.
Well, life goes on...
Non of my business anymore.
Cheers everyone!

Family Reunion Lunch

It's 29th of the chinese lunar calender.
Snake year is around the corner,
counting down for the coming of CNY.
Had reunion lunch with my family,
It has been a while, I appreciate n enjoy the moment with family members so much.

Downloaded blogger apps in my smart phone and im able to blog easily now.
Feeling emo while sitting in starbucks alone,
having a cup of mocha frap and studying,
waiting the time to work...

I miss u...

Thinking back what I have done from the previous year,
it was quite experienceful n some was quite regretful.
No matter how, I believe I will do better this year.

There is many things I have not achieve yet. I hope I can achieve it or just make it better.

Happy new year everyone.
Cheers!

After One Year

It was just a blink of an eye,

I left my blog hanging for a year.

Reading back all my previous post and I laughed at it.

A memorable one...

Many things happen during these period.

Graduated from Pre-U, worked...

Im having my university life now, studying degree.

Surprisingly, im single!

When I looked back my past,

I could see how me and my surrounding change,

everything changing and becoming different,

I feel like moving forward to a elder me.

I would say in the year of 2012 is the year I progressed the most.

Dealing with many expect of matters.

Im gladful that my family and my surrounding friend is still healthy,

although friends do come n goes.

Life is still hard for me,

I started to realize what is important to me, 

I hope I could strive toward my aims n goals.

Time will prove, only effort needed!

New Year Eve

2011 is about to end, this year is really a suck'ish' year...

Seriously, I dislike what I'd done and what I'd faced this year...

I committed tons of wrong and mistake,

I'm such a failure, filled with lots of guilt.

Especially to the one who love me the most.

Last night, not a good night,

Brother's car got broke mirror,

everything stolen...

Couldn't blame anyone, we just can face what will happen in the future,

as well as learn from mistakes.

I hope, next year will be a good year.

FIGHT

Learn to say no and ignore,
it's for my own good :))
Thanks, I learn something today...
I'll keep it in my mind

The war starts today,
1st paper, PA, not easy, not hard, time problem :((
I tot the paper is on Tuesday.
Thank you again, for reminding me the exam is on Monday instead of Tuesday.
Managed to pick up some time to prepare for that paper, phew..

Questions to myself again, am I talking straight forward again?
Is that good or bad?
I was just trying to advice and that's my way of speaking..
It seemed not working and make the condition become worst.
Sometimes, I will think in such way,
"I gave u a big influence in ur life, but not making ur life better."
Btw, it's 1001...

Many things pops out in my head,
I hope everything is under control.
Cheers, fight till the end...

Very Soon

There goes, have to visit blogger for another time...
I'm considered in an exhausted level?
Today, I received all the bless from all my teachers n fellow students.
it's a day that I used to drop my tears during my graduation previously.
Fortunately went through it without tears, but full of memories behind.
After all, being in secondary school is not that bad...

Thanks to all of you who has been with me during my form 6 life in school.
Especially my class, and also those who raise up my 'lamer' mood all the time...
Though studying in form 6 = no life for my first define.
With u all, form 6 = rawks!!!
And, it was my 1st live Aluba in my life

Being stressful of the coming period.
everything I'd gone through, there's no turning back.
I have to overcome it without any regret.
Saying is easy, but to accomplish it is HARD!

I wonder, how do we define 'Thanks'?
I mean as in all cases.
Whatever I do, I will be thanked by others..
Not demanding much,
I just keep on listening that very frequently from others @@

Another question to myself,
am I being too straight forward?
I feel like I'm a sharp spear...

STPM, please bring me luck!

Around The Corner

Being one and a half year in Form 6,
and now STPM is around the corner.
I'm not confident, not well prepared.
In conclusion, I'm scared...

It has been 6 and a half year studied in secondary school.
Yea, school life with school uniform and SHORT hair,
comes to an end...
During this last week before STPM starts,
I realize that I actually miss the moment being in secondary school.
However, I have to move forward to face the exam.
After this, I have to face a new journey of my life.
Goodbye soon secondary high school :)))

I always have a question in my mind,
have you ever try to eat a bowl of rice with a cone of ice-cream at the same time?
How will it feel?

Limit

IT is coming very near,

30 more days to go...

Can I make it a success???

As I expected,

everything which have a start will come to the end.

There is a limit, sorry...

I just noticed during this 2 years,

I had past most of my time at outside.

I dint take good care of myself, didn't I?

Everyday asking myself,

is that good or shall I take a break?

Very confusing though..

Hmmmm,

Being dependent, not being dependent..

It that related to me, to your own self, or both?

I dont understand...

Problems & problems

For me, having one burden with me is a small matter..

When this burden double up,
it become heavier, more hateful, stress!

Everything keep rushing to me,
problems by problems..

I have to find solutions to solve it,
or else i'll be dead..
Have to hold on this pain,
no pain, no gain...

FML

Come on,
dont be so money matter...
I'm only 19 years old,
what do u wanna expect from me??

Every time I tried to open my mouth,
I used to think many ways n aiming for a good timing,
just to request something that u should provide,
ESPECIALLY in terms of money.
But end with argue...

Seriously, am I ur burden?
I did my best..

Calculative

No matter how much I gave all the while,
I will never get back what I'd given.
In terms of heart, times, energy, money and ETCs...
Never!

Ya, I know I shouldn't be so calculative.
Now, I slowly realize that I must be protective to myself.
Not to say that I have to be 'instant' instead of calculative.
At least I must have limits and boundaries to things which are not important to me.

Relevant or not,
that's what I feel, my point of view...
=)