Destination?

I feel like,
Im like a wild grass,
growing widely on the ground.
But not growing upwards.

I feel like,
Im a moving object,
moving round n round,
without a destination.

Im lost...
Where should I go?
Wad should I choose?

A Hard Night

I'd fallen down,
deeply...
I dont know how to stand up again.
Although I tried my best.

I never cry so seriously in front of my friend before,
I tried to hold my tears in front of them,
they shouldnt see me in trouble.
but it keep falling down.
I cant control myself.
Sorry for bothering u two.
Thx for caring me :)

I never cry so long before,
till my eye also become little.
Tat night really a hard night for me.
Everything turns black.
Became no 理智.

One night gone,
another day come.

I acted like nothing happen today,
I tried my best.
but it still the same.
I guess, we haven prepare to face each other.
I guess, we need to cold down for a moment.

Im sorry, once again...

Gong Xi Valentines!

O.o,
Happi Chinese New Year!!
A brand new tiger year for Chinese.
Happi Valentines Day!!
Another Loving day for all the ppl.

Both of these days clash together,
I wonder how the couple pass their valentines day together?
@@,
normally we wishes the others "Happy Chinese New Year".
There's some changes today,
we shorten this 2 wishes together into " Gong Xi Valentines".

Haih,
all my bros are busy,
one balik Ipoh,
one balik Pahang,
one pigi Klang.
But nvm, after 20th,
we can go gather already.

This few days,
really the gayness HOT!!
When go out,
I feel like im in the desert.
Even when im inside my house,
I feel more like inside the oven.
Ish, the weather like forcing me to drink water.
It's drying my tongue n keep making me sweat.

Ahhhh~
I need a cold place!!
Air Cond, Ice Cream, Cold Drinks~~~
I WANT!!!

...

Another bored day,
im currently at cup bon working.
So so so so so boring seh.
Tomorrow, im going to Time Square wit Alex.
Wohoo, both of us are aiming for something,
hope tat we could purchase the goods tat we want.

Days before CNY

Ahhh,
CNY season is coming soon.
The angpow spree is coming!
As well as the fearful working week.
Last year when I was schooling,
I did work during the CNY season,
at last, I end up to be a dead man after the CNY week.
Haih, sure tired gao gao.
Cant imagine wad's coming soon during the CNY season.

I juz bought 1 new shirt for CNY.
Aiks, guess I need to earn money for my car license first.
No shopping spree T.T

Recently I dont have enough sleep.
Always sleep late. >.<
Sometimes even late to work or reaching some place.
My sweet bed, when can I sleep 24hrs? :P

Drive n Study

Haih,
im wondering,
when will I have the amount of money...
To get my driving license!!!
My targeted time = After CNY

"Choi San Yeh" arr,
faster give me huat~

Haih agn,
After CNY,
I need to think seriously abt my further study.
I need to decide wad I need to do in the future,
with no regret.

I wanna drive~~!!
I wanna study~~~!!!
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