Wrong? & Tears...

Just want to express what I think here.

When ppl judge that u are wrong,
with know seeing or listening the truth.
What I will do is, I will remain silent.
Dont feel sad that they dont believe u.
Just dont explain,
Unless u have a chance to explain ur right.
Do it in a right time.
If u explain or fight for ur right,
not every people will accept the way u say,
neither u or me.
So, just let it be, dont be moody or unhappy because of that.

When you cry,
it's normal,
everyone do cry...
Its an expression that many ppl can avoid.
When u feel sad, just cry.
But, cry positively.
By right, after finish ur tears,
u will be fine.

When the rain finish,
there will be bright day.

Cheer up!!~

Moody

I feel moody suddenly,
Argh! Stop it!!

My Bad

Sorry everyone, I did something bad today.
Which is,I made a wrong decision.
I went back earlier when the school carnival,
I dint realize tat they need my strength to carry all the heavy things back to the class,
I need to fetch my bro,
so I couldn't stay long.
What I can say is, sorry.

I know, a sorry won't cure anything,
Because I,m really wrong at this.
This week, I got sick.
Ulcer, flu, sore throat, fever..
And it's getting more serious,
Even if I eat medicine + drink more water,
It's the same.
And yet I keep ask myself to go to school,
To make sure everything well planned.
And today, I failed for being responsible.

I have a lot of things to handle,
Carnival, brother, and sister coming new born.
I'm really exhausted,
I know this can't be use as an excuse,
But I hope all of u understand my situation.
I'm not being lazy,
I'm willing to do my best if I could.
Teacher, classmates of LA1,
I made u all disappointed.
I'm sorry...

Mess

I had created a big mess...

My "master" plan succeed.

I can feel back what I had felt last time.

Just like when I was form 4-5.

Which I have no image,

people look down on me,

good...

It's been a long time.

I like that feel.

That would be my "pain reliever".

And I had it enough,

everything should have an explaination,

must be settle down.

Or else I'll be dead.

Now, the only thing is to cold down.

A very big sorry to all of u who involve in this matter.

Because I created this.

And thanks for those who willing to listen to me.

Especially my close friend :)

Ulcer

ULCER!!!
2 giant ulcer in my mouth.
U are like PMS.
Makes me feel emotional @@
The pain really pissed me off.
ARGH, I HATE YOU!!!

M.Y.O.B

Not trying to offense here,
also not trying to make problem.
Just wanna say that,
I'm not blind or deaf.
What I feel now is,

DON'T simply judge on other people if u don't really know he/she well...

Be who you are,
you are not CIA,FBI,CSI,SWAT, PDRM, Paparazzi or etcs...
So.
mind your own business!!!

If you think that you are the hero/heroine.
There are no rewards or any prize for you.
To those who understand what I'm trying to say,
Please n Thanks :D

I wanna live in peace...

Some Advice From Me

Bro, sorry,
that night I was blur.
I rethink what u said in that night,
and I had also read ur blog.
It seems that, u really have a big problem.

This might be a tough life for u, rough one perhaps.
Or something u can't accept.

What I can advice u is,
u have to think over it.
u have to bypass urself.
The problem occurred in your heart,
I cant go into ur mind n simply ask u do choose whatever thing.

The key to open urself is within you.
Open ur mind, open ur heart.
Accept all the words, and analyze it in a rational way.
But not keep thinking it in ur way.
Face and solve, dont think too far..
All the decision is from u, no one can control u.
Remember, u urself is the key.

Although it sounds easy from what I mention,
but I dont meant that easy.
Just, believe urself.
U can do it,
take time to think okay??
Ur brothers always stand on ur side.
All the best to u...

Cross Country + Old Buddie Weekend

July,
Now I only realize @@
one of my weekend in July really filled with colour~

10 July,
my school held a Cross Country activity,
many ppl are taking part in this program,
including me, but im not running,
because I have my duty as a photographer.
That was my 1st duty as a Editorial Board member.
Kinda busy and tiring on that day,
but I had took a lot of pictures, feel satisfy through my duty.


（That was me n my class teacher, Pn Caroline)


(PPU LA1, My classmates!!)

My class teacher, Pn Caroline,
was unable to take photo with us,
she went back early due to some urgent stuff.
Anyway, we still can take pictures in other time ><
After the event,
Me, LiWei Mommy, Elin Mei, Chui Han, Chai Sin, n Rainbow,
went to Paparich @ Permaisuri,
1st time go there,
that place was nice!
Enjoy the moment there @@
After that fetch everyone back :)
Went back home n rest awhile,
and then?? WORK T.T


11 July,
Meet up with my ex tuition friend,
whom are Clarissa and Shaun Yew..
4 of us,
Mike bro including me went to Connaught and have a drink,
we gather up at old town, have have our chit-chat season there.
I feel very happy when meet back with them.
All of us study form 6,
sharing our form 6 life...
All got their story, very interesting.


(Picture Taken By Mike.)

Ahh, miss the old time when we tuition~

Thats one of the interesting weekend I had past...
^^

This Is Sparta!!

THIS IS MADNESS~~~


Those days,
when I was in form 5.
Im known as the ponteng "kaki".
Neh, I just dislike the assemble every morning..
So I always hide inside the computer lab.

Haha,
went to YouTube and watched "Sparta 300 Remix",
the memories I have with my ponteng mates,
pop out in my mind.



That morning,
we skipped the assemble as usual,
and we were watching youtube in the lab.
Harry shared us the video clip.
We watch and laugh loudly.
Unfortunately,
We got caught by my account teacher,
Miss Lim..

I still remember,
we are still in "SPARTA" mood,
watching the video clip,
and still laughing non stop there.
Miss Lim suddenly come in,
we all dont know want to laugh or sad.
That time we can imagine that she's the Sparta!!

Go Ahead...

Yes.
Hate me.
Forget me..
Go ahead,
think what u think...

A to Z

Something is just like ABC,
it starts from A to Z.

I climb too fast, reach to Z very early,
while other still climbing.
I wait too long for them to reach.
Then I just relax.

After relax,
meet up all the climbers.
They ask me, "Do you have the map while you climb up from A to Z?"
I dint realize,
I climb too fast,
until I forget to mark down the way while climbing from A to Z.

At the end, I have to jump down from Z to A.
And climb back all the way up to Z again.
What to do?So much of efforts,
but did it in a wrong way.

Stand up from where we fall...

After 'All'

It's been awhile,
It seems that everything had changed, suddenly...

Hope this could make me become a better me. And of course a better life. Take time...
Everything will be normal soon.
Form 6,
U make my life peace...

Direction

Brothers,
it seems that,
our distance are getting more far.
All of us are going different direction,
and also experiencing new environment.

Last time,
we always meet in school.
After SPM,
we always went out together,
play together,
we shared our joys n tears.
I miss that moment a lot!

Brothers,
although we are separated,
do not forget the days we together.
May god bless us,
to be success in our life.
Hope no one got the wrong way.
Cheers, brothers. :)

Decision.

In a sudden,
Im so confused,
Im so scare that I will make a wrong decision.
Im so scare that I will regret.

What happened?
What to do??
I dont know!!!

Is this the limit?
Is this the time where I should speak up?
On that night,
I released all my stress,
trying to empty my confused mind.
After a night of thinking,
I made a conclusion.

I know, it's hard for me to make a decision.
It's like cutting the red line n blue line on a bomb.
And finally I decided to be single.
Maybe for a moment I guess.

Sorry, I know u feel the pain from my word.
I do suffer too.
This would be our cooling period.
If we could overcome/think over in this period.
We will solve our problem,
and we will definitely improve our relationship,
and also hit down the wall between us.

Hope that,
everything will be fine.
Be strong...