A Solution Of Being Positive

Recently,
I found that I get frustrated easily.
I would ask myself,
am I suffering from mental sickness?
Is it because of Stress?

Listening to music now with my stereo speaker,
locking myself inside my room n dealing with my laptop.
Suddenly reflected what my dad lectured me just now,
I'm asking myself,
am I really have no target in my life? no aim? restless?
what I'm doing now, is not on the right track/way?
Outing more than staying at home, good or bad?
His word makes me feel like I'm like a dead soul without direction, floating..

Sometimes,
I just dont know how to describe this kind of feeling.
It's hard for me to convert my feeling into verbal form.
So it will only hide inside myself, digest it all my own..
Families matter,
every family do have..
I do facing it, I belief everyone does.
It's complicated..


Be positive, yes I know the way of being positive..
But there is not solution for what I'm facing now.
In conclusion, no relief..
However, one thing I felt most relief is,
I have what others don't have although they have what I don't have.
I just have to appreciate it,
that's why I'm making this post.

About my family matter,
No matter now worst my condition is,
I do belief that there is always existence of LOVE.
same goes to my beloved.

Rains will come n go,
as well as the sunny day.
Even the four seasons are taking turns also.
Believe in something which are strong and positive,
take that belief as a foundation or a base,
so that we will be strong enough to handle problems.
I do believe in LOVE..
Do you??